horoscopes

i don't believe in stars, horoscopes or anything like that. sometimes, yes i do look it up just for fun. just to see what they say and if my day has gone like they say it has. sometimes it happens to be true, other times, not so much.

in india, we don't look at the solar horoscopes. we look at the lunar horoscopes. apparently the time and date that you were born has a big influence in your life.

it can tell you a lot of things about your future. your professional life, your love life, your social life.

although i don't believe in things like this, my mom got a reading and she told me about it. i obviously thought it was nonsense but after she gave me a timeframe, i started to wonder. you can't help but wonder if your life is going to end up like that. whether all the events in my life from now on are going to lead to what she told me.

then i think to myself, that maybe now that i know, i can change what i don't like about it. but then i think, what if by changing my actions now, i'm actually going to the end up doing what it says. what if this is meant to happen. that my actions are triggered in such a way that what i do now will end up leading to the certain events.

then i stop myself. i started remembering my new years resolutions. that i wasn't going to think about the future. that i was just going to do.

but sometimes i can't help but wonder.

what would you do?

change the present so that you can try to have a better future or just let life run it's course?

-s-